thank you fanny darling! :DD

ah. tml is 29th feb! whee! LEAP YEAR~! ha.
nothing much actually. LMAO. oh wells. haven't
been able to get LIFE right! doing the RUBBISHEST
things when i have so many other things to do. i'm so
SCREWED. sometimes, i really HATE myself. i can't
seem to discipline myself, refrain myself from doing
things which are not right. i let myself be mean, hurtful
and throw tantrums.

I WANNA CHANGE! LET ME GROW.

i can't remain like that. hmm. i guess the one i really
owe an apology is coach. he has always been nice
and try to change my way of playing as .. erm.. how
to say.. =/ like put his idea across as nicely as possible.
but i never seem to appreciate. in front of him, i just
wanna act cool. like i don't really care. but deep inside
me, i want HC to get CHAMP more than anyone else.
ha. i know you'll never get to see this. and i'm definitely
not gonna say this to you. anw. i just don't want to
disappoint you. or impede the progress of the team.
everything i do, i meant well.

THROW AWAY THAT PRIDE. =/ not everything
goes your way. you've gotta UNDERSTAND! =/

it rang a bell. i have been thinking hard. REAL HARD.
i shall change for the better. i want no regrets. :D
GOD, YOU give me OVERFLOWING STRENGTH!
i want and i WILL! let's go BABY! whee. i'm sorry
if i've been mean. ):


oh, happy birthday SIS. :D



HUNK self-reflects.
@ 2/28/2008 08:56:00 PM